2009 March Astrology Reading On My Emotions
Transcribed from tape of telephone consultation
SUMMARY AND CONCLUSION
People who have Moon conjunct Pluto and people who have Moon in Scorpio, you have that in common. Your potential, the feeling of if you actually let it out is that you could just totally devastate everything and everyone around you. You know, you feel so powerful that you have to be non powerful in order not to hurt anybody. You feel so capable of hurting other people if you let it out that you have to bury it so you don’t hurt anybody. And therefore you have to almost emotionally castrate yourself in order to avoid doing damage.
And just think of how much power that says on some level you think you have. And when you think about it, that comes back to this mother who accused you in her way of you being the devil’s child. You’re human. You couldn’t, you know, you’re not capable of creating the Armageddon. You’re not, what’s that – a female Damien. You’re not going to bring on the end of the world.
You don’t have the power that your mother felt you had. You don’t. So you’re not, by getting in touch with your feelings and by letting it out, you’re not going to destroy the universe. You’re not going to self destruct [me: There sure are times this is exactly what I feel like!] You’re not. The fear of what can happen if you do is based on your mother’s fears and it’s not a truism.
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